Thursday, November 25, 2010

Bibik mereng

Almost 2 weeks I stay at home.
Bila cuti,mulalah aku gedik nak jadi invi.bkn ape,,,sometimes "We need to be silent".Need some space.On9 pon aku invi semua.
Nak stay kt rumah diam-diam,mls reply msg,kol.even nk keluar rumah dpn pagar pon xnak.Weird?.well thats me.

Bila time member2 ajk keluar mewonggeng br aku gagahkan hati untuk turut serta dlm perjuangan berpoya sakan itu.Ouh,,I freakingly need vacations,berpoya and ape yang slalu orang ckp tuh,,Live life to the fullest?tah.lebey kuranglah.



For sem break ni,I have nothing to do.for the 1st tyme sgt mls nk keje even nafsu shopink da membuak-buak mcm kuah maggie kari melimpah dr mangkuk.End year sale is around the corner.Ah,,Great!lantaklah.Sbb tu mls nk hangout.buat sakit hati je.

So,,dgn nekadnya aku pilih untk jadi bibik.profession plg style lah untk aku buat masa ni..Selain dpt menjimatkan lemak dari cair akibat cuaca panas,,mengelakkan diri sinaran ultraviolet yg boleh menyebabkan kanser,,skill rumah tangga pon dpt diasah.HAHA.

Kocek pon dwet yilek.80% mengatakan bahawa elaun TIDAK akn dpt sbb tengah cuti.Arghh..sengkek xhengat.nasib baek ade simpan sikit tok time desperado nk mewonggeng.dwet xde nk berjalan jgk..betapa patheticnyelah Oden ni ha.

Den bkn mls nk kijo.tp mcm waste time je.Dwet blnja lagi,mkn sehari da brapa.transport lgi.Anyway,,gaji jdi bibik ni xmenentu. klu ade job baru I ade gaji.Bkn mcm bibik2 yg lain tu.Rite now,aku ade tender iron baju keje for 1 month dr my brader.yang tu tengah mlm baru aku buat.

Ade 1 hari tu,,tah kenapa aku tiba-tiba full komitmen dlm kerjaya bibik-membibik ni.Dgn baju and seluar besar mak aku punya dulu,,muka peloh2,lap2 tangan kat baju lps basoh pinggan,,aku tanya brader aku
"Pak,,esok mahu pakai baju warna ape?seluarnya?".deym.Apesal aku ni??Weyh,,sedar-sedar.GILA agaknya aku ni bila lama-lama kurung kat rumah.

Conclusionyer,,aku jdi mcm katak bwh tempurung yg mengurung diri mengharap yang I am a Snow White.White wifout using fair n Lovely.

OMG!Ouh my Gitar,,den lupa plak nk iron baju apaknya.
Iya pak Iya pak.sebentar ya.Waduh..baru ja nak mengupdate ini blog.Kerjain byk bgt.xsempat I nk blaja IT.
-_-"""

Mereng


Friday, November 12, 2010

Final awk da habis??Kasi balun ini Holiday!

                       At last.my Sem 3 berakhir.I mean,,final.Kira sem 3 pon da abes lah kan.

  Diffrent like b4,, sakit jiwa dia terasa sgt2.Feels like nk bunoh,tikam 99kali je teddy bear yang bajed cute tuh..Haish~~
Skt hati giler bila xdpt jwb paper bila tiba2 da rajin study.[tiba2??]. Yela, before ni I dun realy care bout de mark.Pointer dat I get.So, xdelah tension mcm dis time.Maybe,,thats y people said that
 "Jgn terlalu mengharap kat sesuatu"

No wonder masa kat sekolah dulu,, kwn aku si dowdol ni dy nanges biler dy dpt B.Cam peliklah kan.Yg aku ni,,dpt B pon sgt happy -_-''. gembira bkn kepalang.1day ni,result dy xdelah teruk sgt.tp dy nages giler2.So,,tanyalah dia.Rupa2 nya sbb I got 1 mrkh lebih dr dy.HAHA.sengal xbdk tuh?Hampeh sgt.

Back to earth,,
Ta puas hati biler dpt taw bdk2 lain dpt soklan bocoq!what the fish.Otak nk terkeluar jwb circuit senget    
tadi,meja pon nk terbalik dah.No wonder bila tgk yg kat tepi2 tu dorang dok bolek sengih2.

Mcm ape je harini.Rasa so so damn give up.Mcm paper tu ckp
 ''Loser.kaw xlayak lah amek electrik nieyh'.T_T
Pastu,,dy berckp lagi..
''Pdn muka,gewdik tuka cos nape.Murtad bio.padan muka hang!"..
kuajaq punyer kertas.aku konyot2 ko.HAHA.u deserve...GILA

        bagi menghiburkan jiwa kacau yg xberkesudahan ni,,I started to think positively.I believe dats every single things dat happen have a reason.A logical reason.Hikmah.taw?!

Maybe...
xdpt my gitar merah sbb Allah xbgi sy membazir.Pakai apa yg ada.Benda elok lagi.kan..So,sy kena appreciate benda yg ada skrg ni.

Maybe..
xdpt soklan bocoq sbb nnti kalau da kerja,,mana ade soklan bocor.nk applikasi ilmu tu cmne?ternganga.sbb dpt soklan bocor.[HAHA.SENTAP.]>>sengaja dicaps lock.tp,,pointer dorg akn sgt ok.-_-"

Maybe..
xdpt jwb paper tdi supaya I realize dat study last minute only working 80%.not 100%..aha..No no.supaya I realize yg I need to work harder.stakat study ikut mood,xjadi.

Tiba2 sunshine dtg..>>Sinar harapan yg sgt.

.Ah,,,kacau.Kalau xdpt 3 pointer above xdpt jdi engineer lah kan?Ouh,,so sad.xboleh camni Zalikha.

If I given up on my own life,,Who else will my 'life' depends on??
Nobody..
So,,I just cant give up because of my silly mistake right.

Benda kicik pon maw kasi poyo.Koya sokmo mung ni.haha

HAaaaa.....~
Oyeh.maw berWonggeng suda.
Yg bajed sadis2 tu skjp je.Saje membawa diri jauh2..

For those yg still ade paper,,Do the besT k.
Pas exam ley berpoya.
Hapie Holiday.No no rempit ya.
Bahaya.
See ya next sem!!
[Haish.ta dpt nk mencawot  menyenget suda sama ini bLOg.]




Friday, November 5, 2010

GIVE UP Je LAH

Its easy to help U up when U fall down,,
But........
It is more important when U GET UP on Ur OWN
Don't wait until sum1 give U hand.

Wishing I have strength to stand...
This is not what I have planned

When something bad happen,
When U have no clue to complete Ur puzzle dreams,
When Ur soul had gone,
When Ur heart in truly pain,
When U lost in the dark.

KEEP URSELF UP & KEEP GOING.

This is not the end
and....
This is not the beginning.
This is juz a Journey of Ur life

U can't say Ur strength is real.
Until,,,
Both body and soul are strong

Then,,there will be.........
The great after the bad,
 The way to complete Ur puzzle,
 The new soul comes to replace,
'The cure' to Ur pain,
 The light to Ur dark.

This is what we called,,,
The rainbow after the heavy rain.


Juz keep going On
Because,,,,
There is still a long way to go
The path that U dont even noe
What would happen and what would change