DESIRE..woohoooo..

Today is 2011.2011 .Santek no. nye,,lebih santek dari 11/11/11. Meaning of double 2011.Dabel tu mcm extravaganza.U have to work dabel harder, dabel action, dabel prosperity, dabel cheese burger,dabel big mac.Anytg dabel memang mantop! bekerja atau belajar dabel masa lagilah mantop teramat.

So,,next year how I wish I could have my wedding day on 2012.2012. klu Zahiril adzim kahwin 2011.2011,,aku nk kahwin tarikh 2012.2012. Mak!!aku nak kahwin !! carikan calon persis Zikir aka Ady Putra dlm citer Tentang Dhia boley?*U_U* tgk semata-mata adi putra dan nora danish.kuikui 

mcm tak tercapai akalku nk tibe2 kawen next year. kahwin dgn pokok balak lah nampknye aku.sob sob T_T .Tak kesahlah.Asalkan aku dpt sometg special on dat day pasal it is on my besday.kaw ade? xde kan.so diam! kahkah. Date of kapel pon jadilah. Maknenye aku kena thn nafsu berkapel aku smpi tibanya 20122012.wooohoooo..hurmmm... maybe dat possible compare to bab kahwin.hurmmm...hurmmmm...*angguk angguk*

tapi 2012 kan............THE END of World. KIAMAT? Ahh kamon,,tah biler lah si kafir ni dpt mukjizat tahu hari kiamat. Hebat bebenor kome ni.Manusia pon kate dari beruk,,ade hati mung nak koya predict tarikh kiamat. Nonsence.

Ouh yah,, dugaan pon berdabel2 biler tarikh dabel2 ni. How I wish things goes the way I wanted to. Everything seems so different for me. UNUSUAL. Im sure u mesti pernah rasa benda yg sama. Dugaan yg dtg bertubi-tubi. Gedebuk bedebuk,,tersungkur. Aduh.SAKIT. tapi bila jatuh,,rasa malu! so nk cover kene pretend gelak-gelak.Gembira dgn keadaan tersungkur tu. Same goes to Life. Nak cover punya pasal,, we pretend to be happier so dat people wont recognize de burden dat u carry wif.

Rasa mcm hidup ku ini teramatlah payah pulak. Padahal bende small matter je.Ish Ish. takpe,,bukan selalu nk gebang2 ni.HAHAHA

Anyway, anyhow,, all u have to do is go on wif ur life dat u alwayz wanted. Do what u want and  follow ur heart and brain. Persetan dgn manusia2 sekeliling. sumpah aku tak tipu. Kalau ikutkan sangat kata-kata nista mereka tu,,memang tak ke mana lah kaw. Diorang tak pernah satisfied dan TAK KAN PERNAH satisfied. Terasa? U should be. Aku yg tulis ni pon terasa.HAHAHA. asalkan it goes towards a better path.Rite? am I rite? yeah i know im rite.

Keinginan aku banyak.Keinginan kaw banyak. yeay.sama-sama banyak!! juz go wif tthhee flow. Not all of it u akn dapat.Lagi2 bab CHINTA. hati dan perasaan. giler emo eyh aku -_-'. Ikut logiknya, kite tak kan lahir sebegini rupa kalau makbapak ade pilihan choose what kind of person anak dia. Si bapak nk ank muka cam shah Lukh khan. Si emaknya nk ank muka mcm Nola Danish. Last2 anak jadi aww aww. amek kaw!choosy sgt.

Ape yg telah aku mencarut ni? Hadoooiyaii. the point is,, aku nk habaq yg semua org ade keinginan masing2. Different kind of desire. bagi aku cerita Al-hijab is neyhhh..sakit otak. Bagi kau tu yg the best one. bagi aku dance tu fun and art. Bagi kau dance tu mengelikan. See see. lain kan.

Apa yg penting,,GUMBIRA! Gumbira! no no. I hope u live ur life dgn gumbira and berguna kepada masyarakat. 

**U must give up a life u'd planned in order to have the life that's waiting for U.

=))